.I slept at 11.30.Woke Up at 2.22.Its Bothering Me.

Uh, Yesterday i slep at around 11.30.
Too erly i guess.
but i was feeling lyke nk tdo ja.
plan nk study terbatal at 11.
i off9 at 11.baring2.thenn pooooftttt!
tdooooo.(:

I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death

It's 11.30
Moonlight over me
Come and rescue me
From sleep

The airwaves
Are clean
Of memories
You can save
My dreams
And save me

12.00
I'm waiting
Waiting in my dream

Won't you save me from myself?
Won't you save me from myself?
It's your decision, what you say
Whether I go or stay
It's your decision, what I mean
Will you wake me from the dream?

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna lose my life
I want to see the sunrise
I want to see it all

But no
I'm stuck here in a dream
Waiting for the bell to ring


12:22
I'm still waiting for you
Will you come
And bring me to the sun?
I'm still waiting for you

Will you come?

NO.U DIDN'T.U NEVA TRY TO SAVE ME.

Ahhh.Nightmaree.
Wake up at 2.22.
First, when i awake,

i check my phonee.

there was 6txts msgs.
2 of the txts were from u.
Damn.I fill so badd.
leaving u..
i cried.because..
I MISS YOU SO BADDDDDDD TOO.

Then..i cut it off.i went to d toilet..washed my face.
i took biology f4's book.
then studyy.
at 3 O'clock,
i fill lyke so stickyyyy.
i went to d toilet again n have a bath.
so cold..so calm..
so erly aite?(:
ahah.

Then today..at 7.40, pergi jalan2.
mama teman.hanya kami berdua.(:

i drove!(:

jln2 dkt pantai jerjak..

pantai egate..
Yeah.Layan.Tenang melihat Laut dan ombaknya.
Sejuk pemikiran.

Sharp at 8.40,
sampai rumaa.
masuk blk..
baring lepak jap.
then on9.
hampir bkk buku,tetapi.
arh,not in the rite mood.
and here i ammm.
typingggg onnn.
haha!:D

N haaa
I ammmm.
yeah,starvinggg.
LAPAR.
Dint get my breakfast yetttt.
But i did lah.
caitt.
21 biji kismis.:D
lol.
then air suam.
but still.
it was not considered as breakfast aite?:D
gahah.

btw readers, GOOD MORNINGGG.Heee.

.God, Please Give Me The Strength.

hmm.today is my first day of trying smthn new since we've never been apart. somthing that i fill like i cudnt do. Wondeful.I'm soory i have to go.juz 4 awhile..i nid some space..to breath..

I PROMISE, I'll BE BACK.

Dont u worry.. n hey..i got ur called. its almost 30 misscalls from u.n i also get ur text messages. but i force myself not to reply. but i did cried when u called.i was holding my phone. i cant help myself for picking it up.i have to be strong. Do u noe how its hard to do this, to be at my place? but i BELIEVE

INI YANG TERBAIK UNTUK KITA BUAT SEKETIKA.

I will never leave you dear.as i will always be ur friend. lyke i said, i juz nid times to fight this heart-ache. saya rasa sangat sakit. sampai satu tahap, saya dah xdpt control diri saya.and I'm sick of pretending that i'm happy and okay while i'm not
. saya pasti, apabila saya kembali, saya akan tenang. dan saat itu...

LETS OPEN A NEW BOOK.
KITA AKAN BERKENALAN SEMULA.(;

Oh dear,

I can't say I don't miss you
Because thats something that I do
Then pain I feel deep inside
I can't just store away and hide

I promised I would never leave
That I would always love you
And of course we would both know I was lying if I said I didn't...
Know I still love you...I really do
But I really have to go

I know you don't try to hurt me...
But, you see, you hurt me more than you could ever imagine
Don't hater yourself and please don't be sad
You deserve to smile and laugh
I'm only bringing you down...breaking everything we've ever had

You're still one of my best friends
And don't worry, you'll always have a hold on my heart
Once you love someone there's no turning back
There's no past tense to love and there will never be one
But really, I think we both need a fresh start

I'll beg you not to hate me...
But it's okay if you do
I would be mad if my best friend was leaving too
Hold onto our memories...and please don't forget me
Because one day, who knows, I might just come back to you

I'm still here if you need me
I'll always be here, promise
But i have to try and save myself
Something no one can do but me
Don't forget you help me more than you will ever see

I know I hurt you even though I don't try to
It's human nature really...
But even through all the hurt, we still love each other
I know I can make you laugh
And you sure can make me smile

Can I still be your best friend?
Will I still have a hold on your heart?
Though sometimes I wonder if you ever did love me at all...
I know that may be a silly thing to think
But I'm not going to sit here and let you play with me like a doll

Do you hate me?
I hope not...
I don't know if I could handle knowing you hate me
It's bad enough that I'm not going to talk to you...
Remember I love you...
And one day I promise to come back to you.

Love,

Yana