.My WHISPERS of HOPE.

I lie in my bed,
Thinking...
Of What if...
Or of what could have been..

I lie in my bed,
Imagining my future with you..
Would it be as I see it now?
Would I be torn into pieces?

We would know if we ever gave it a try..

I lie in my bed
Imagining my future without you...
Would it be as I see it now?
Would I be torn into pieces?

I will soon know, while I try to get over you.




Hell.Its destroying n it hurts me much.

i dont understand why all this must happens in this particular year.HAte Hate Hate.
it relly distracts me lah.i dont noe what shud i do.
wether leave u,ignore u for a while or what.
but i'll never break my promises.i'll be next to u.n be ur fren foreva..
i fill lyke my whispers of hope is destroying.. :(

bintang,
lately u mcm bz je kan.i sedih gile.kite cam da xrapat n makin jauh..n u pon mcm da xkisa bout me.i xnk ckp pape yg bt u rimas including this.bile ade ms u free,i juz nk make u smile n not to put burdens on u.i xnk u ulang prkataan "letih" bile dgn i.I'm sorry for not being a good friend tho.

These random thoughts
Full of worry
Full of tenderness
These feelings of wanting
To just spend even more
Time with you
I can sense you
Miles away..I miss You.


More than anything in the world
At this very moment
What I desire
Is your happiness..
What I pray for
Is your well-being..
What I wish for
Is for you to be okay..
What I long for
Is to be with you ..
I’m sorry, I’m clingy
I just miss you.

No matter where the wind blows,
No matter where we are.
I know we'll always be together,
Up close or from afar.

You'll always be within my heart,
You'll never leave my thoughts
You may not be right here, right now,
But I have the love you've brought.

Even, it seems, that in my dreams,
You are here even now.
In my mind, it's you I find..



Today is 1 April 2010.6 months left-spm
1 months left-mid year xm.
3 months left-trial.



damn.rs mcm still have nothing.0% knowledge.

BIGGEST TASK IS ON THE WAY,
with so much trouble and so much pain,

Examinations full of apprehension,
tension depression and what else should i mention,
bunking class , bunking tuition
how will i complete my never ending portion?

So many thoughts at once wont let me think
i can only console my self after which i wink
but deep inside i fear for that future ship
which is supposed to sail not sink..

There is still time, why dont i read?
there is still hope, a chance to lead,
its not late yet, its not over yet,
forget about the plant, care for the seed..

it isnt time to loose but to gain
try hard..

STRENGTH, I REALLY NEED YOU.



Say hi to the stars for me,
kiss the red rose and taste its magic,
take a fray for a magic ride,
sweet dreams.(: