05 April 2010

.Psst.I can still fill the .EMPTINESS.




Haihh..

I can still fill the emptiness altho we're lyke kinda okayy.
i xrs rpt ngn u mcm dulu daa.
some kind of bond had been missing.
It makes me sadd.
but me myself,dont noe whats missing.

maybei'm d onewho'd gone wrong..or maybe the way u threats me agak laen,.entah la syg..
Later u bz lagi..n makin jauh lagi nanti i rs.
i juz donno what to do.nvm lah.better take these as my tasks.

U'r so great.making me fell so badly.*sigh.:(






Today..stayback..got bowl practice.hadoy.i was in baju kurung sekolah.sgt tidak selesa.market ouh..rmai tgk stail pelik ja.but who cares.?lalala...

kt skola first period got chem than phy.2 2 sub amatlah mntensionkan.haihhh.2 2 kna buat peka.gila kabot.
esok nih ha bio plak daaa.hmm.presentation x siapkan lagi.(after this lah).

Again tonite i'm not in the rite mood.i dont noe what's happening.fill lyke my world has turned upside down..It relly spins meeee.

Till then,gud nite..





I promised I would never leave
That I would always love you
And of course we would both know I was lying if I said I didn't...
Know I still love you...I really do.

I know you don't try to hurt me...
But, you see, you hurt me more than you could ever imagine
Don't hater yourself and please don't be sad
You deserve to smile and laugh
I'm only bringing you down...breaking everything we've ever had

You're still one of my best friends
And don't worry, you'll always have a hold on my heart
Once you love someone there's no turning back
There's no past tense to love and there will never be one
But really, I think we both need a fresh start

I'll beg you not to hate me...
But it's okay if you do
I would be mad if my best friend was leaving too
Hold onto our memories...and please don't forget me
Because one day, who knows, I might just come back to you

I'm still here if you need me
I'll always be here, promise
But i have to try and save myself
Something no one can do but me
Don't forget you help me more than you will ever see

I know I hurt you even though I don't try to
It's human nature really...
But even through all the hurt, we still love each other
I know I can make you laugh
And you sure can make me smile

Can I still be your best friend?
Will I still have a hold on your heart?
Though sometimes I wonder if you ever did love me at all...
I know that may be a silly thing to think

Do you hate me?
I hope not...
I don't know if I could handle knowing you hate me
It's bad enough that I'm not going to talk to you...
Remember I love you...
And one day I promise to come back to you



I've been praying you'd come back to me
I've prayed with all my heart
I've had so many sleepless nights
since we have been apart.

I can't remember smiling
for goodness knows how long
and everything l try to do
always turns out wrong.

Many nights l've been alone
thinking where you'd be
and wishing oh so very hard
that you were holding me.

I don't know how you're feeling now
or if you're crying too?
of if you're missing me as much
as l've been missing you..

*readers,u may laugh.=.=''

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